I'm not loving you way I wanted to 
What I had to do, had to run from you 
I'm in love with you, but the vibe is wrong 
And that haunted me all the way home 

So you never know, never never know 
Never know enough, 'til it's over love 
'Til we lose control, system overload 
Screaming: No, no, no, n-no! 

I'm not loving you way I wanted to 
See I wanna move, but can't escape from you 
So I keep it low, keep a secret code 
So everybody else don't have to know 

So keep your love lockdown, your love lockdown 
Keeping your love lockdown, your love lockdown 
Now keep your love lockdown, your love lockdown 
Now keep your love lockdown, you lose 

I'm not loving you way I wanted to 
I can't keep my cool so I keep it true 
I got something to lose so I gotta move 
I can't keep myself and still keep you too 

So I keep in mind when I'm on my own 
Somewhere far from home in the danger zone 
How many times did I did ya for it finally got through 
You lose, you lose 

I'm not loving you way I wanted to 
See I had to go, see I had to move 
No more wasting time, you can't wait for life 
We're just racing time, where's the finish line 

So keep your love lockdown, your love lockdown 
Keeping your love lockdown, your love lockdown 
Now keep your love lockdown, your love lockdown 
Now keep your love lockdown, you lose 

I'm not loving you way I wanted to 
I bet no one knew I got no one new 
I know I said I'm through, but got love for you 
But I'm not loving you way I wanted to 

Gotta keep it going, keep the loving going 
Keep it on a roll, only God knows 
If I be with you, baby I'm confused 
You choose, you choose 

I'm not loving you way I wanted to 
Where I wanna go I don't need you 
I've been down this road too many times before 
I'm not loving you way I wanted to 

So keep your love lockdown, your love lockdown 
Keeping your love lockdown, your love lockdown 
Now keep your love lockdown, your love lockdown 
Now keep your love lockdown, you lose, you lose 

You lose, you lose, you lose 

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This is how im feeling now.. haiz..

People don't always get to be with the person they truely loved, especially first love. That's just how it's supposed to be i guess.

im like confused over her.. Part of me is saying to give up, part is saying to persist on.

Originally posted by DownAndOut:

im like confused over her.. Part of me is saying to give up, part is saying to persist on.

Such are the complications of love.

Move on and you give up the best thing in your life.

Persist and you might just get slapped with a TRO.

Go figure.

then weigh out the pro's and con's but sometimes this doesnt quite work out.

Originally posted by charlize:

Such are the complications of love.

 

Move on and you give up the best thing in your life.

 

Persist and you might just get slapped with a TRO.

 

Go figure.

Whats a TRO?

Originally posted by DownAndOut:

Whats a TRO?

Temporary Restraining Order.

Originally posted by charlize:

Temporary Restraining Order.

wah.. thats like saying im a stalker.. = =

I can just imagine the people in white holding a strait jacket coming for me.. *shudders*

Guess i shouldnt think too much.. off to sleeping party.. nitez everyone.

Dude, this is what I'm feeling now. :-| So sad.

Originally posted by troubledme99:

Dude, this is what I'm feeling now. :-| So sad.

guess we all go through this once in a while.. 

== Cherry Blossom Weather ==

I met you at sixteen
And we shared a love a hundred years old
Under the fluttering, dancing down
petals of the sakura tree

I wanted to meet you, so I ran
On the steep hill road where sunlight lands
and in the corner of the park our two shadows are
unchanging even now

You, and me, and the sakura weather
I sway in the wind and dance back again
As if I had just awoken from a long dream
I look up and see a pink sky

I was in love; I was in love
with you as your smile began to blossom
I alone knew about
that soft place on your right side

The promise under the sakura tree
of "Let's come here again next year"
We reaffirmed it to each other so many times
but it remains unfulfilled even now

You, and me, and the sakura weather
I am gently revived by the wind
I wonder if now, you're looking at it too,
the same pink sky we saw that day

I chased after those days;
the footprints engraved in them are
the most irreplaceable treasure

You, and me, and the sakura weather
I sway in the wind and dance back again
My endless emotions overflowed out of me
and tears filled my heart

You, and me, and the sakura weather
I sway in the wind and dance back again
Holding to my chest a future I can't yet see
I look up and see a pink sky

Originally posted by parn:

== Cherry Blossom Weather ==

I met you at sixteen
And we shared a love a hundred years old
Under the fluttering, dancing down
petals of the sakura tree

I wanted to meet you, so I ran
On the steep hill road where sunlight lands
and in the corner of the park our two shadows are
unchanging even now

You, and me, and the sakura weather
I sway in the wind and dance back again
As if I had just awoken from a long dream
I look up and see a pink sky

I was in love; I was in love
with you as your smile began to blossom
I alone knew about
that soft place on your right side

The promise under the sakura tree
of "Let's come here again next year"
We reaffirmed it to each other so many times
but it remains unfulfilled even now

You, and me, and the sakura weather
I am gently revived by the wind
I wonder if now, you're looking at it too,
the same pink sky we saw that day

I chased after those days;
the footprints engraved in them are
the most irreplaceable treasure

You, and me, and the sakura weather
I sway in the wind and dance back again
My endless emotions overflowed out of me
and tears filled my heart

You, and me, and the sakura weather
I sway in the wind and dance back again
Holding to my chest a future I can't yet see
I look up and see a pink sky

Is that a song?

Originally posted by DownAndOut:

Is that a song?

Yes it is, it's added into my list of favorite songs now.

星村麻衣 - 桜日和

Originally posted by parn:

Yes it is, it's added into my list of favorite songs now.

星村麻衣 - 桜日和

ooh.. so you enjoy watching bleach too?